I'm trying to make some GD pictures in koe wo kikasete...but it seems that I'm failing myself...
I'm not satisfied with the result T.T GD is way more handsome than this...
but I really like the MV...so much...that I got addicted to it...

( Let me hear GD's voice^^ )

PS: Thanks to kazu_kireta for the GD's handmade doll ^^

Rules:
1) Name the entry something interesting and random, with the word "MEME?" at end.
2) Post a recent pic of yourself.
3) Answer all questions.
4) Tag 5 other people.

 

 

Name: Elred

Age: 23 in 31st of October this year^^

Status: complicated hahahaha

Interests: BigBang, B2ST, 2PM *some of other K-Pop*, L'arc en Ciel, Dir en Grey, Kaggra *well, many VK band*, Horror movie, drawing, sleeping, eating, playing games on PS (1, 2, 3)...

Major: not officially graduated from Japanese Literature

Ethnicity: Chinese, Holland, Padangnese, a little of Jermanese hahahaha

Hometown: Jakarta

Favorite things to do: browsing, photoshopping, drawing, playing games, sleeping, eating *I eat so much for my size...*, shopping, listening music

Least Favorite: duties...

Astrological sign: Scorpio

Family: did I have one...??? I forget...

Piercings: three in my right ear and two in my left ear

Height: 154 cm

Weight: 32kg

Place of birth: Jakarta

Place you want to go: Egypt, Japan, Korea, Rome, a mystical places???

Place you want to live: Swiss...

Person you want to meet and why: 

kazu_kireta long time no see hahahha. GD, because I love him so much. Kaoru, I have to meet him, I just have to!!!. Hyde, this person...even just once I certainly, definitely have to meet him before I die!

 

Famous People you have met: Local artist that I don't even recognize hahahhah

Number of Concerts you attended: hmm...local artist concert, because my friends ask me to accompany them but none of them I remembered...

Your thoughts on the word Friends: just someone...other than me...(friends not besfriends, right?)

Thoughts on Love: the more you love the more you hurt

Favorite TV Show: Spongebob,  The grim reaper, Sonny, Wizard of Waverly Place, too much to write

Favorite perfume: Whatever there in the table hahaha

Recent favorite to do: Playing Ninja Saga on Facebook

Do You Smoke: yes...but I stop recently...just once in a while...

Favorite Drink: Water, Black coffee, chocolate, Caffee latte

Favorite food: Anything would be fine...*except heart, liver or something like that*

Less favorite food: food that looks gross or having a strong smell...

Favorite type of man: A little of bad boy, have a unique charisma, well, someone like GD, Kaoru or Hyde to be exact^^

Ideal type of Boyfriend : Understanding, gentle, not a momma's boy, a little rebel *I never like a good and all nice boy...or smart....they can be really annoying, hate it*, well someone with dreams...and unique charisma is a MUST! like I say someone like GD or Hyde or Kaoru^^

Favorite person:

- G Dragon

- Hyde

- Kaoru

Type of woman/man you hate:

Smartass, too dilligent, a momma's boy/girl, a spoiled brat, someone who depending on other, they who just speak all the time with no act, they who think they're smart, they who like to tell teacher/boss about other...they who can't just chill out and think to much on something, anyway I don't like nice, smart or a teacher student kind of type...

Disliked Person: The same with what I write before

Best Subject in School: art, anthropology, culture, english

Hobbies: reading manga, listens to music, drawing, playing, sleeping hahahaha

Favorite Season: just so...so...I don't like hot weather...and I don't like rain so much...so yeah...

Favorite brands: not the brands that i look for but the style...

Occupation: unoccupied T-T *soon*

Strong point: my patience, honesty *I am honest...too much sometimes*, my strenght hahaha, I can be a very good liar in a needy time *esp. in front of my parents, teacher,boss XD*

Weak point: I easily get bored..., holding grudge for a long time...

Favorite colors: red, yellow, pink, black

Favorite Animals: cats, GaHo hahahaha

Favorite Phrase: asshole...

Most Useful Thing Someone has told you: if your life isn't colourfull, then colour it yourself!

hmm..my life has been boring lately...
I really don't know what to do...
time past so fast sometimes it's hard to followT.T
and I feel like losing myself recently...

 

Seeing my friends kazu_kireta posts and I just can't leave it alone!!!
muhahahahaha

THREE

Three Names You Go By:
1) Elred *but this is my real name^^*
2) Raphie_Ji
3) Pink

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1) Raphie_Ji
2) Psycho_Razarud
3) Niikura_Murasaki

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1) Eyes
2) Nails
3) Lips

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1) My wild behaviour
2) Harsh words
3) My crazy brain

Three Things That Scare You:
1) Myself
2) GD
3) Losing my sanity

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1) Internet
2) Watching GD's MV
3) Watch The Grim Reaper

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1) Long Sleeve clothes
2) My red pants
3) Cherry hair clip

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1) BigBang + GD
2) Dir en Grey
3) Lar'c en Ciel + Hyde
*2PM

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1) GD - Breathe
2) Hyde - Shallow Sleep
3) Dir en Grey - Drain Away

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1) GD *hahahaha*
2) Honesty
3) Understanding

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1) Eyes
2) Unique voice *ps: I never like good or nice voice!!! it has to be a unique voice that only belongs to him!!! like GD or Hyde or Kyo voices!!!*
3) Style *it has to be his style not everybody style*

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1) Drawing
2) Listening music
3) Playing games

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1) Watch GD's A Boy MV
2) Do anything that can make Jay back to 2PM *if only I could do something for him...*
3) SCREAAAAMMMM!!!!

Three Careers You’re Considering / You’ve Considered:
1) Having my own cafe
2) Author
3) Artist...

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1) Japan
2) Korea
3) Rome

Three Kid’s Names You Like:
1) Yukimura *as for Sanada Yukimura huehehehe*
2) Kazuki or Kizuki
3) GaHo???

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically a Girl:
1) Sensitive
2) Liking a boy???
3) that's it I guess...

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically a Boy:
1) Rude *for words and action*
2) My lazyness *I think I'm even lazier than a boy muhahahaha*
3) Dirty things kekekeke
*I think almost all of me is a boy except for I am liking a guy muhahaha because actually I don't even know which part of me is a girl being???*
all of my friends always think that my gender is getting wrongly switch when I was born
 

Three People You Tag:

All my friends ^0^

Letter "Z" given by prpldrkrse 
1. Leave me a comment and I will give you a letter.
2. Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter.
3. Post the list in your journal.
4. Give out letters to those who comment in return
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1. Zettai GD!!! it means "absolutely GD" hahhahahha of course IT IS!!! GD is absolutely the number 1 things that I like in the whole world d:D

2. Zamurai Warrior...hahahhahahha okay I fail with this...but really, this game is GOOD!!! I play it again and again and again...sometimes for a whole day non-stop!!!

3. Zanada Yukimura...a samurai that hold a key to my hearts...okay hahhahahhaa sorry.....I just love him to much...

4. Zero!!! he is a character from Vampire Knight fufuufufufu, yeah he's handsome and HOT!!!

5. Zailor Moon??? haiisshhh I really love it, but...with Z...hahahha not really...

6. Zen...the words that I learned from chanoyu...it's hurts to sit that long with that position just for drink a cup of tea. I almost cry when I try to get up after a few hours...shit!!!

7. Z degrees, a place for download mp3 hahahahaha

8. Zaoldyeck, Killua.....a veeerryyyy handsome boy^^

9. Zandal, again a failure...I keep making a new word for dictionary hahhahhaha.....I mean sandal...okay...I love using it...becoz it's simple and easy to use...when I just want to go out near the house, it's the best thing to use!!!

10. Zanpachi, a delicious restaurant that I often went to eat...

PS: this is so much fail...
whatever...hahahhahhha I just have fun with this...

Man "Z" is a letter that rarely get used to...
maybe we should try used it in: Zhit!!! or Zhut up!!! ahhahahhahhaha

Park Teddy
At first I just know him by name...not much, just name...
But as I saw him in YG Live TV I've been gradually likes him...hahahahaha
Why? I don't know precisely but something about him is just...attractive, kinda makes me fall for him for no reason...
his unique personality maybe? or his ability to makes songs?
anyway I really start to like him moreeeeeee~
and I know that he's from 1TYM fufufufufu~
His real name is Park Hong Jun 박홍준, he was born in September 14, 1978 *at last I like someone 8 years older than me kekekekeke*

He is the guy in right corner, the one with the hoodie^^

Okay people that knows me, if you wondering "why him?", then my answer would be "I don't know"
usually he's not the kind of guy that I'll like, that's why many people that know my taste would really be confused, but really...I'm in the state of Loving Him so much that I can't take it anymore, so I just blurted all out here...
hahhahahhahha like he says "I don't care, do you care?"
if I continue this post, it would become a long post with so many words of "Teddy", "I like him" and "I don't know"
hahhahahhah Love you Teddy oppa

See???
This guy is the first guy that makes me fall in love for an unknown reason...
The feeling is almost the same with G-Dragon but the different thing is, as for GD I like his appearance in Haru Haru and his song I know exactly why I like him in the first place, but the unknown reason is "Why I keep liking him after so many weird changes in him?" he's not the GD that I like anymore, his style, his hair, even his shirts...sometimes he makes me don't know what to say and goes blank when I saw his photos...
when I think "this is the most shocking photos ever!!!" *I'm shock of whatever he's wearing and however his hairstyle is* but then another photos appear and makes me think the same again...it repeats again and again and again until I'm tired myself...so it'll better if I start thinking "GD will always shock me"

Loving GD's style and Loving Teddy are the same feeling for me...
both of them makes me wondering myself...Why???
the answer that I am still don't know myself...
GD : Why I keep liking him until now???
Teddy : Why I like him in the first place???

hahhahahhahha still.....
Love You Kwon Ji Yong...
Love You Teddy oppa...
       //>.<//

- Anyone who looks at this entry please post this meme and their current wallpaper at their LiveJournal.
- Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
- Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!



1. Because! He is the DIRTIEST for thought many dirty things members in BigBang!!! *he accepts that himself* hahahaha and I LOVE HIM for that reason for I am thinking many dirty things too
2. I can't stand his lips for many reason...but still likes to see it everytime i opened my compie...
3. I love his strange voice and unique style sometimes it needs time to adapt to his fashion style but that's the reason I can't stop LOVING HIM
4. Seeing this pic makes me starts banging my head with keyboard trying to wakes up from dirty dream hahahahaha
5. Love every songs that he makes...thinking that he may works too hard on everything just makes me love him more...

okay...now...
what's yours?

And so, today I watched Star Golden Bell...
in this episode Jo Seung Mo is appeared and say that he is one of the 'BPBA' group...
while I was wondering what 'BPBA' means, he said that it's a group for AB blood type person...hhahahaha I AM AN AB Blood Type!!! so I laugh for no reason...*because it's not that funny actually* and the other members in 'BPBA' is Super Junior - Kim Hee Chul, FT Island - Lee Hong Ki, Epik High - Mithra, Jo Seung Mo himself, Shinee - JongHyun and I kinda forgot the other one...there're six of them
so I'm just happy to be an AB blood type...but the most absurd and funny thing is the 'BPBA' is a words that stands for ' Bit Psychotic But Attractive ' hahahahahaha then i just can't stop laughing...
Okay I AM a bit psycho but I don't know if I am that attractive hahhahahha
then Kang In just say that he can't stand for a long time being in the middle of this group, because all this group talks about is just themself hahhaahhahha
it's more like a narcisisstics club or something hahhahhahhahahha
it's makes me wonder...am I like that? kekekekeke *maybe...*

Title : Forget
Author : psycho_razarud 
Pairing : Gd-Ri
A/N : well, i just heard Moon Hee Jun - Toy and i love it so much it makes me wanna write about it. So there is his lyrics in here^^
and this is my first time posting in here, so i'm sorry if my grammar isn't that good T_T
comments and critics are very loved here^^

 

Today...i did something sooooooooooo STUPID!!!!!
ahahhahhaha nearly crazy???
I saw this commercial where GD is drinking a Caffe Latte, so suddenly I'm going out trying to search for any Caffe Latte that I could find hahahhahha

I went to GM and ordered a Caffe Latte from GLORIA JEANS, I'm not even putting any sugar in it becoz in the CF, GD is drinking the "Sugarless" one hahahhahhaha *I feel crazy myself*
but the story is not ended there...
after i bought it, then I went to PIZZA and ordered another Caffe Latte again!!!
NOOOOOO!!!! what am I thinking??!! *am I in my rightfull mind???*
so I ate pizza with two Latte in my table, not to mention the free drink *orange juice* too
My Friends even asked "are you okay???" *I don't think so...*

                              

To make it even worse, I take a picture of me drinking that two latte, and make a weird decision that I will try any Latte that I see and take a picture with it *MY GOD what's wrong with me???!!!*
Really, lately GD is really taking control of my life...I mean.....REALLY!!! AARRGGGHHH *feels like killing myself*

In the end of the day, I'm having a stomachache T_T *shit!* *banging my head on the wall*

YES...i've never write anything about journal though i'm here...
so this gonna be my first time...
it's all because I just realize what's the meaning of a journal hahhahha *stupid me*
with this i don't need a diary book right?????
hehehe

so today eh...
i watch 2 Days and 1 Nights and YEAH they're brought their friends in the filming hahahhaha
I LOVE Seung Gi's Bestfriend MIN KYUNG HWAN his EYEESSSS ahahhahahhah

SEE??!! SEE????!! he's cute!!!
well, it's not that he's handsome and all it's just...
AAWWWW adorable, i want a little brother that looks like him.....

lately i've been sleeping so late *in the morning actually* and wake up at night so i get soooo haaarrddd waking up in the next morning
and so i messed up in campoes *my eyes won't open*
what should i do??